One other thing I found particularly difficult in all this was how my view of TV changed because of it or at least partially changed anyway.
I always thought that the point of television was to inform and/or entertain, I would have been equally well informed without the pictures and graphic description of events.
I would never consider this kind of thing as entertainment and I am happy to say I don't know anyone who would, but with this story the news people seemed to be taking a news story and treating it like an entertainment spectacle.
I found this deeply disturbing.